Hole in the Heart

No matter how many times I've look in the pictures.
Watched the videos that reminds me of the past.
I feel nothing and it's because of the hole in my heart.
I tried forcing myself to care but I just don't know where to start

It might be like this before, I feel all the emotions side
Yet now, I look at the same things feeling differently
Is this a sign of maturity or simply because
I feel the hole in my heart and it's breaking me apart.

All kinds of emotions before are now cut down in few
Happiness and sadness are the only ones left.
I've learned to keep myself protected
Not to feel pain any longer.

Long Distance Club

Here, Here Now, I'm calling all my friends
To join me in the long distance club
I'm not sure why but it sound so hip
More and more people are having long distance love affairs.

I need someone to share their thoughts
About how they'll make it last
It's just so hard to care for someone so far away.
It seems that you can't help them in anyway.

I know you're sad, I know you feel lonely.
I can't think of anything good to do.
I want to fly to your side and ease your fears
Try your tears and keep you safe.

My friends and I started to yak it out
Some started whining and is looking for attention
It's so hard to find a perfect love affair
Lest to think a long distance love affair.

Just for now, I'll put all my thoughts in a paper
Wrap it with my hugs and kisses.
Fold it into a paper plane and let it soar.
Hoping that somehow someway you'll feel my love

A Simple Wish

How come I always see you when I least expected it to?
I know I've hidden you deep in my heart a long time ago
But when I'm off guard you Pop Pop Pop

Have I skipped a stage in the getting over you?
I'm sensing that there's still a part of me looking for you
But when I'm awake, I realize No No No

When would you stop popping in my head?
I'm not sure if I really wanted that
Your smile and laugter is still contagious
Seeing you once in a while is good
There's always a different feeling when you're there.
A different form of happiness inside of me.
Is it wrong to keep on seeing you? I'm just scared you might pop when I least expect you to
And suddenly I might spurt your name
Then I might suddenly be stuck thinking...
What is the dream all about

Suddenly I'm like a child when I'm with you
Careless, hoping and free as alwaysYou bring out the youth in me
I certainly hope you'll still pop once in a while

Lost

Here I am standing in the middle of nowhere
The lack of light is too much for me to bear
Desperately seeking for a sign of light
Giving it all with all my might


How do we measure the effort exerted
Why do I feel I'm left deserted
How long would it take to build dreams
It looks easy or so it seems

I'm trying to find my way home
A place where I can truly call my own
To rest all my worries and burden
And live my life the way I like to the end

A Giant Leap

Look before you leap they say
How would you know if you're ready?
Big leaps might be too risky
But at least you'll move a notch closer to your dreams

Baby steps for starters is fine
But not anymore when it takes too much time
We need courage to keep on going
To reach our dreams whatever it may be

Once we've decided to take the leap
Never look back or have any regrets
We can blame ourselves or learn from it
The future of lives depend on our hands
We choose what life we want to have

Our dreams might be the only motivation we have at the start
But it's not difficult to have add-ons along the way
After all if it's motivation we need
The more the merrier

I might not look all determine
But I know in my eart that when I have the will
I can do it for sure.
No one would be able to stop me

This might be the best decision I've made
To start anew and live towards a goal
Of improving myself and loving what I'm doing
Not everyone can understand but it's my giant leap

Don't Let Go

No matter how hard it is and how hopeless everything is
Don't let go
Even if the easiest way is to lose grip and leave everything behind
Don't let go

It takes a second to give up and a lifetime to keep on trying
Still don't let go
It takes lesser effort to say I quit compared to I'll never give up
Never let go

No matter how hard things would be and hard to accept
Never ever let go
Heroes have the courage to keep on going even after tons of failures
That's the spirt

Never let go for the spirit of togetherness
Never feel alone for you will never be
Have faith in yourself and give everything you can
To never let go