Hole in the Heart

No matter how many times I've look in the pictures.
Watched the videos that reminds me of the past.
I feel nothing and it's because of the hole in my heart.
I tried forcing myself to care but I just don't know where to start

It might be like this before, I feel all the emotions side
Yet now, I look at the same things feeling differently
Is this a sign of maturity or simply because
I feel the hole in my heart and it's breaking me apart.

All kinds of emotions before are now cut down in few
Happiness and sadness are the only ones left.
I've learned to keep myself protected
Not to feel pain any longer.